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semua org xcited mok xmas.. aku??? aku mok cepat2 boleh bejalan.. aku mok kaki yg sehat. tulang yang kuat. dats wat i wan for xmass... sik tahan gik ku.. aku mok jalan2.. aku mok shopping. aku mok clubbing.. aku mok lepaking.. semua ku mok.. aku bena2 maok cepat sehat.. xmas sik bermakna tahun tok. tahun lepas lagi soi.. benci na ku... uwaaaaa... makkkkk!

hope...

I hope everything's okay... Santa, dun let me hate Christmas anymore..

mammy, i want diz hair

i miss u daddy..

almost 1 week i didnt talk to my dad..i miss him so much.. but i cannot talk to him.. i'll cry. i know he try his best to help me so dat i can walk.. he get da best doctor fo me. he get da best medicine for m. he get da best treatment for me..

i cannot see into his eyes. i know it hurt to him. but he hide it.. 12 years ago..we lost our lovely bro.. its bone cancer.. i hope it wont happen to me GOD.. dun cut my dad happiness...

God, please take care of him n my mum...

thanks God...

i loike dizz... :)

read this!!!

1st day physiotherapy

sakit deh...tp tahan jak..dub dub jantung nunggu...takut.. dah macam2 dalam otak ku. lebih2 electothraphy ya..lerr..fantasi kuat glak..kedak ku mikir pakei elektrik org polah.. kedak org jail ya bhaa..dah nebes..sekali d tunggah ku masok dalam gym yaa..

1. mesin jait

1st treatment ya. engkah kat kaki ku kat sigek benda. kedak org menjait baju eh..pakei mesin jait nok zaman dolok yaaa.. ya mengerakan kaki ku bhgn ankle. mula2 ya sakit. kakya sik gilak laa..mcm org menjait baju ya..longgar ckit rasa kaki ya..

2. bandage/kain mandik kepit2..

2nd treatment.. kan area finger2 kaki ku ya sakit2. doc suruh kepit bandage yaa..puas ku kepit kei finger sik dapat juakk..sakit ehhh.. puas ku cuba..dengan penuh kesabaran.. mentality ku nang ku kuatkan..sakit jantung ku kekuatan mental ku lebih gilak.. ujung2 dapat tp payah dan sakit..

3. baring/angkat2 meluruskan kaki agar tidak bengkok

3rd treatment.. aduhh..lelah ku.. luruskan kaki..baring..melawan ransangan..agar tendon kaki sik mati..seksa2..seksa...

4. urutan

4th treatment. aku di suruh meniarap. doc ya maok urut. dah nebes dah ku. sakit2.. sekali nya urut..pandey nyaman indah.. uwaaaa.. tp gik juak ku takut...

berakhir la treatment 2 jam aku d fisioterapi tek.. next appointment friday tok..berita yg best glak, aku drive dirik empun ke sepetal...ye ye ye.. mwaaaahhhh!! thanks mammy n cello.. love u 2...

~ tok tradisional treatment oleh mak n nenek ku...