Today was His 11st years leaving us. leaving me, dady n mummy..
sometimes i feel wanna erase all memory about Him but cannot.
We love him too much. too much..too much..
He leaving us on 24/10/1998..
because of dat damn cancer,he's leaving us..
on dat year, he was on form 2..
everyone shocked because he hvg diz bone cancer on dat age
nobody;s know wat was happened.
mum and dad paling sedih..
everyone love him so much because he is da only son in da family.
i juz cannot really remembered wat was happend because im too young on dat time
12.40pm, 24/10/2009..
im waiting for my dady to pick up me from school. i been waiting for 15minutes, he still didnt come..im wondering wat was happened. suddenly,a car stop infront of me. he was my uncle. he told me that he da one who will pick me today. without any questions, i juz followed him. he brings me to da hospital. i know there must something happend to our family. my uncle juz silent in da car. my blurry minded, i walk into my dady. i asking wat was happened, i see my mummy crying. eh.. wat was happend. oh god.
dady hold my hands and bring me into ICU ward. Oh God. it;s my bro. he laying on da bed. dady told me he was COMA. i scream inside my heart. i hate to see my tears drop.it;s too..too pain..i look into mum n dad with full hope. everyone pray for his health condition.
sharp 3.40pm, his condition become worst. oh god. no.. seeing doctor told us dat my bro cannot stand da pain anymore. they have to pulloff everything..i juz see tears in everyone. please God. dun take him from us..but God love him more.. he leave us...oh god.
mum n dad didnt plan to hv new baby afta we lost him..because mum still in trauma mode.all da photos dat still left in house completely hide by dad. diz is to avoid mum another sadness..until today, there a only 3 family photo at living room dan 1 potrait photo of him. mum only allowed dat 3 photo...
i misshh him so much.. too much..too much..
i didnt hv any photo wif me now.. so sorry..
may he rest in peace...Rowland Janang owes inside our heart..
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